cara

i look at my phone for a text from /them/ way too often.

i think adam sandler is genuinely hilarious

"what's that thing a horse wears on their hooves again?"

"a horseshoe."

"bless you."

malicious.

the art of being just vague enough that your true intentions are not revealed by the phrases you speak.
best utilized when hiding feelings for someone

i can’t tell my hero who they really are to me, because they wouldn’t understand. but my hero has shown me how to love, how to learn, and how to be inspired by someone who doesn’t see themselves as an inspiration. i love them.
a hero should always be someone who inspires you to be the best version of yourself.

home.

the superior music app

not following my heart.

i wish i wrote the way i thought
obsessively
incessantly
with maddening hunger
i’d write to the point of suffocation
i’d write myself into nervous breakdowns
manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing
and i’d write about you
a lot more
than i should

- benedict smith

i love you.

i leant upon a coppice gate
when frost was spectre-grey,
and winter's dregs made desolate
the weakening eye of day.
the tangled bine-stems scored the sky
like strings of broken lyres,
and all mankind that haunted nigh
had sought their household fires.

the land's sharp features seemed to be
the century's corpse outleant,
his crypt the cloudy canopy,
the wind his death-lament.
the ancient pulse of germ and birth
was shrunken hard and dry,
and every spirit upon earth
seemed fervourless as i.

at once a voice arose among
the bleak twigs overhead
in a full-hearted evensong
of joy illimited;
an aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small,
in blast-beruffled plume,
had chosen thus to fling his soul
upon the growing gloom.

so little cause for carolings
of such ecstatic sound
was written on terrestrial things
afar or nigh around,
that i could think there trembled through
his happy good-night air
some blessed hope, whereof he knew
and i was unaware

thomas hardy the darkling thrush

archaeological site in turkey’s anatolia region. consisting of around 200 pillars arranged into 20 circles and dating back to 10,000-8,800 bce. its true functions have baffled archaeologists since its 1963 debut into the files of researchers from istanbul university and university of chicago.

snoop dogg’s way of saying “fo sho, my...” well, you can figure out the rest.

one of the hottest men in hollywood